Taken, Happy, Finally. ;)

This is one of the most special entry I'll ever post in my entire period of blogging.

Reviewing my old posts somehow makes me sad. Indeed, I've been through a lot. Nine months of facing darkness has been worst as hell. Luckily, I survived and the lessons I've gained will be forever treasured in my life.Somehow, I thanked the people who broke my heart cause by now I can say that I'm a BETTER man. 

I have been through so many trial and errors.That I came to a point where I fear love. But I guess destiny has been playful and it did turned my heart back on track. Suddenly, a very special girl popped into my pond.
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First entry of me having a girlfriend. ^__^

I never imagined she'll be mine but i'll admit she caught my attention because of her chinky eyes..

We exchanged digits and had convos unto the sun goes down. She speaks ohh so fine that every word makes me smile. I saw her and the world melts down and yes butterflies has been growling inside. 

At first all I want is to meet someone new and make friends. I never expected feelings would grow fonder.

The feeling of procrastinating and being in Hiatus was felt by my system. I woke up not thinking of work, reports nor stress all I'm wanting is her attention and that's it. She's driving me crazy and I'm enjoying every second of it.

Now that I already have her I swear to keep her forever. Whatever whirlwinds or storms that will surpass upon us I'll make sure i'll be by her side hugging her and making her feel everything would be perfectly fine. 

Aside from love I'll build more and take care of her TRUST. Infidelity won't be an issue for my heart and eyes only see is her alone.

I'll never get tired courting you not only when your mad but also everyday of our lives. I'll make sure the arguments we will have will still be ending up into saying how I love you so much. The huffs and jealousy will be washed out by a tight hug. I'll be you crutches, walker and cane. 

I want you for always-- days, years, eternities. I love you so Ms. Pasay. ♥

ways on how to forget ex- barbie / goofy

CRY-- don't be shy burst whatever tears you have in your eyes.. If its possible you can also pull out your eyeballs to have the drops flow like a river.. Cry until you got dehydrated. Upon waking up thinking that she/he is no longer yours just cry.. Then at the end of the day when you look at the mirror you'll be seeing a puffy fishy eyes stuck in your face..!*_* lmao =))

after crying so bad, you can't show your face to your Parents and the rest of the gang at home cause their gonna tease you or they will endlessly ask you what's wrong.. am i ryt?

Crying is good but  of course you should know when to stop and eventually for sure you'll be tired until there's no more tears coming out. Scientifically, they say after 12minutes if your still shedding tears its not true anymore your already welcome to audition as an Actor and be nominated at Oscar's... lols =)) 

DRINK-- waste your money buying liquors.. Be with the bartender! Order all the effing cocktail until you drop.. Be best buds with the beer.. Fill your system with  alcohol dear.. Trust me it will help you so much.. =))

I'm sure you can't sleep at night cause your used to hugging her/him even if she/he smells like a horse.. It is only the alcoholic beverage who can help you with this problem..Drinking would prolly put you asleep. It can also give you the best roller coaster hangover..after drinking you won't be thinking of him/her you would be self-centered I swear.. And the best part drinking will help you speak up all your damn displeasure in life and for sure no one is listening coz' their also drunk .. ^__^

The reward of doing such acts is that one day you'll wake up saying WHAT THE FUCK I WASTED SO MUCH BUCKS and all I got is a throbbing headache..!!! You'll realized, I'm wasting time and grilling my liver for a person who doesn't know my worth..? He/She prolly is doing well with her/his life and WHAT? Look at yourself and you'll see a wasted being who almost french kiss the toilet bowl after vomiting.. am I making sense? I know my dear reader Drinking is a part of the process but of course you should not rely on it for washing the pain.. =))

COMMUNICATE-- often superheroes depends on their sidekicks for a mission to be complete. Share your burdens. Dear your are not the only person in the world. TALK...! Spill it out.. tell the story to everyone if your close to your Mom, Pop or Siblings that would be the best peeps you can lean on. Second option would be your best pals.. =)) Then sure thing they'll tell you I TOLD YOU SHE/He's an ASSHOLE.  Share the lame story to them SPEAK out everything. Friends would react in different ways.. Some would influence you to hate him/her which is the most common for you not to comeback when the bully shows Buddy Love's Move.. Some would say forgive and forget.. Some would just be speechless but will offer a tight hug. *sigh*

The good thing with Communicating is that you'll prolly tell the story more than a hundred times with each peeps you'll be crashing on. Until, one day you just want to record the story on tape then play it if someone ask what happened..Then, eventually if someone asked for it again you'll just answer its a long story might as well forget it.. AGREE? =))