please Lord save Tita Myrna. :(

la bellaza Miss An.

Minsan ang Pangarap hindi naman lagi dapat mataas..

yung magcomment lang kahit sino sa kahit anong entry ko.

Buo na araw ko. Masaya na.

Babaw no?

Pero totoo. Ganyan ang Simpleng tao. :)

cheaters come..let us play..

" For we know in part and we prophecy in part, but when perfection comes, the imperfect disappears."

When you discovered that your girlfriend is cheating on you. What will you do?
Will you be like me and be strang enough to leave her or will you be like my dear friend who'll still stay and try to fix the damages and endure on the pain each day.

I know there's no such thing as perfect relationship.
Walang kwenta ang perpekto. Hindi masaya. Walang clashes and bumps.
boring dre! aha! :)

In integers: negative times another negative you'll come up with a POSITIVE sign.
In my own logical stand imperfect over imperfect cancel "im" then result would be Perfect.
haha ang gulo. Teka ieexplain ko.

Given na imperfect lahat ng tao. Pero di ba nga sabe sa taas oh.
"when perfection comes, the imperfect disappear". Kasi we all learn to
embrace the word "Acceptance". Package na yata sa pagtibok ng puso yan.
Pinapasok mo e. Sabe nga sa chess "touch move"..haha :)

haha ang layo kona sa issue. Ayun nga! Nagchecheat na si girlfriend dre!
hindi karma yan pwede ba tantanan! lage na lang pagnaloko sheemmsss karma ko to kasi gago ko noon.
e ilang beses ba maniningil yang letseng karma na yan. at haller bakit siya parang di binabawian? :)

OO nakakatanga ang love, madalas nga nakakabakla pa kasi nagiging extra generous ka.
but dre sana naman magcross sa mind mo na. You're already wasting your time on someone that is not worthy of you. Dre, dimona nga feel yung love. Hindi kapa napapasaya. Arrojoko! tamaan ka. :)

Pero kung ikaw talaga yung tipong hindi nakikipaghiwalay dre. Maiintindihan ko.

eto na lang. GALINGAN MO SA PAGLALARO. >:")

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type type type until you run out of thoughts. :)

Letter for anyhoo.

hi good morning future girlfriend.
haven't talk to you in a while.. pasensya na ah?
kala ko kasi nameet na kita. hindi papala ikaw yun.
tsk, umiiyak ako ngayun. pwede ba sayo munako magsumbong?
tama ba maglalabas ako ng lungkot sa pangchichicks ko sayo? aha!:)

ee dikona kasi kaya. sobrang sad na.
asan kanaba kasi?! 1361 corregidor st. guadalupe,makati city.
ayan house address nanamin binigay ko. Dyan monako puntahan..
myy gooodness baka naman sa prestige tower ka nagaantay matagal nako nagresign dun.

lumabas ako knina grabe sama ng panahon ngayun.
sana magingat ka. wagka papaulan ah? mahirap magkasakit ayoko ng pumapayat ka.
magkakain ka. kahit parang butanding kana sa laki ok lang. mahal padin kita. :)

Future girlfriend lakas ng feeling ko na chubby chubby ka..haha ang bagal mo dumating e
ang kupad mo siguro maglakad! dame mo stopover. wagnaman literal panay kain.
Mas cute if we'll grow bigger together..aha! pabully lang..hihi :)

hmp! hindi ko alam bakit pero paginiisip ko na one day makikita din kita, or mabubunggo
napapasmile ako. oh sya kinikilig nadin. Alam ko nandyan ka lang. Perfect timing ika nga.
Siguro kaya dikapa pinapadala ni papa God kasi hindi pako handa para sa habang buhay na kasama ka.

Wag ka mag alala diako maiinip. Pero wagkanaman papasin kelang 50 na tayo tsaka ka dadating ah!
Hihintayin lang kita. hindi ako maghahanap pangako sayo yan. Yung excitement ko nung una kita ginawan ng letter same padin sa ngayun. Hindi ako mapapagod sa pagmamahal ko sayo.

Sana pareho natin iniisip isa't isa ngayun. Nakakalungkot yung ulan.
Nilalamig ka din ba? kanya kanya muna tayong kumot ngayun. Bawi na lang pagmagkasama na tayo.
Pahinga kana.madaling araw na. Susunod na lang ako ang dame kopa naiisip.
Self service muna ang comfort ngayun.. aha! :)

I miss you. bye for now my dear one.
 

PS: Sorry kung habang tinatype ko to para sa iba yung tears na tumutulo sa mata ko.

making a letter for my future girlfriend.
i'll still post my entry "who am I gonna be with ten years from now",
aha! things aren't gonna be d way i wanted it to be.
ohh well life sucks. :)

dear bloggy,

at dahil wala magawa.. ifflood kita! :)

i know i messed up. tsk

fools note.

"Love? That's JUST a big piece of sh*t." 


Oh yeah, my previous mentality about love. That was the time that my mind was full of childish and teenage stuff like video games, net surfing, watching TV, etc. Yeah, I spent my teenage life with those useless shits (as what my ex have always told me). Definitely the big reason why I am so naive when it comes to love, ugh. I feel like hating myself for exposing myself to this ever famous ambiguous feeling called LOVE in such a late stage. Maybe I should have been curious when I was young, I bet that would be an advantage. No, I'm pretty sure about it. 


*Boom!* And there it goes, I was blinded, as if a flashbang was thrown at me. She had me on her strings.

For a relationship like ours, staying together would be the appropriate term. I admit my betise, because it is entirely IMPOSSIBLE. I failed to exhibit a good sense of judgment. I certainly regret that I have beLIEved everything that she says. 

The happiness she brought me was undeniably delightful to my sensations, emotionally. But it was ephemeral, in contrast to the pain and suffering that effortlessly make way to ruin my everyday life. 


So, she broke my heart. I feel like every breath I take would be my last. But this is not the end, I have to get hold of myself and be stronger than I was before we met. 


So God help me, Amen. 

i don't kiss and tell.

fcuk day.

ever had this feeling of sadness cause of losing someone that has never been yours?
i'm hurting like a man who is having an myocardial infarction attack.
why do i have to be an ass. bullshit i wanna die then just be alive by September 11.

ugh! fuck jm why did you do such thing. fuck never in your entire life you fucking do that. what the fuck happened to you yesterday. arent you thinking that fuck shes not fucking yours and what the fuck your fucking acts are fucking unacceptable. damn it. :(

now your expecting a message from her butthead jm. booooo! die jm die.

you deserve it.

to my angel.

Hi sweetie! how're you? kamusta sa heaven? :)
Gusto kona lang yata sumunod sayo mukhang masaya ka e.haha JK.
Hindi ka bumababa para magparamdam..
or di ka lang talaga nagpapakita kasi alam mong takot
ako sa ghost kahit sobrang ganda at taba pa? :)

Umiiyak ako ngayun. Nakakainis. Another failed relationship.
Siguro kung katabe kita pinagmumura monako tsaka
may bukol nako kaka batok mo no? Kilala kita e.
Pag umiiyak ako imbes na kaawaan moko nanggugulpi kapa dyan.
Last word monga ata sakin ty "TANGA"...haha :)
mamamatay kana lang bad word pa lumalabas sayo.

Comfort moko sweetie pls? babaka ka saglit? :(
Promise diako matatakot pero dahan dahan ka lang sa pag-labas ah?
Bat naman kasi ang aga mo natapos mission mo sa mundo.tsk
Sana makasama kita sa dreamland. Dun lang muna.
Madame pa gusto mangyare sa buhay ko e.

Sweetie! hmp! dalawin mo yun nagpapaiyak sakin ngayun!
di ba bully ka to the maximum level?! samplelan mo naman oh!
nakakapikon! sinusumpong nako.. :( game!batukan monako sa inarte ko!
yung malakas tipong 1month mahihiwalay soul ko sa katawan ko.
kailangan ko ng isang buwan ty para maheal lahat ng sakit. :'(

Basahin mo to ah! i'm missing you so much.
Ty, curious lang, may alak ba sa langit? panu ka dyan?
tubig tubig at juice lang ganun? hahaha KAWAWA.

ciao! ♥


><> late post.

Thoughts about Deception: Theorem or Mysticism?

Deception - the art of making falsehood appear like the truth. 

Being deceived is one of the worst things that could ever happen in your life.It may happen at any point of your life, you just don't know when, how, and who would lure you into it. Just hope that it's not someone very close to your heart as it'll be more excruciating  than you have ever imagined.

But, there's a way to prevent this mischance from happening. One warning though, this won't make you invulnerable to the pain you are about to sustain upon bringing this to your knowledge. Decoding deception is quite tricky at first, but little by little, you'll have yourself familiar with the mechanics. 

Start by scrutinizing every little detail in that person you've been suspecting. Pay close attention to every word that person says everytime you engage into a conversation, note his/her facial expression, eye movements, and body language. Also, notice if there are any changes in his/her respiration, it usually goes faster and deeper as the body responds to stress, the stress of lying. But, if the person has mastered the art of dictating his/her body's response to this detestable activity, then a lot more experience is recommended. Meaning that it is imperative that you get deluded for several times to decipher the ruse.

So, who's gonna deceive you? Unfortunately, the potential slicker would be someone you trust, as it's the main ingredient of the recipe. This is the most enigmatic part for you will experience a severe conflict in your head on whom to trust or not. If you're good enough to care for what others feel if they figured out that you do not trust them, what would you do to take care of it? Do you think they will just say "Amen" to your defense? I don't think so. Face the consequence of your action, you'll not only lose their trust but these people as well.

 

 

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facts

>> Quite annoying but I always smile when someone says " hmp!".. A friend told me once " Inis nanga ko nagsmile kapa!".. I can't help it.. Ang cute kaya.. hmp! ;))

>> I love eating street foods.. Oh only my truest friends know that.. Most peeps think I'm picky with what I ingest.. Only if they knew I'm a big fan of Fishball and Isaw..! ;)

>> Me used to be a duck during my younger years.. An " Ugly duckling" to be specific.. I hate taking pictures BUT now that I'm a fishy.. I started to embrace flashes while doing the Japan sign.. Peace! ^_~

>> Even if it is Mainit.. I'am used to wearing long-sleeves or Jackets.. Its better to be overdress ryt? Ang jacket ng mayabang..Yeah! ;)

>> When I smell jealousy in the air.. weew! swear I'm shivering inside.. Kilig much! First I'll do the tanga tangahan move asking " Nagseselos ka ba?" Then d' girl would reply " Di ah..!" I'll ask back "weh?!"

Girl says " Fine. Oo na."..haha  kalaglag upuan di ba? ;))

My First P.I.P

PIP = a memo letter given to someone who has come up with a very low production.

Yup I started my day by signing it.. But no worries I won't ruined my day for such a thing. I know I didn't performed well this past few weeks. Main reason is that I'm no longer happy with what am I doing. Broken hearted shit. And also I'm dealing with separation anxiety cause my best bud Awit resigned. One of my friends told me if your no longer happy still go to work BUT bring a resignation letter with you..;)

I remembered what the HR manager told me when she interviewed me few months ago.. She knows I'm very good it shows at my face and actions.(nanguuto pa).

><>way back june..

My premature ventricular contractions.. ^__^

Goooossshh..! ano ba tong feeling na to. So unexplainable.. urgh! kinikilig ako. haha ;)
haven't felt these for quite some time.  Sakit na ng panga ko kakasmile.. sheems! ang bilis niya magreply tapos alam mo yun? haha para ko bulate dito di mapakale kaka-ikot.. ^____________^

Sarap ng feeling para ko tanga ba yan nagpapacute ako sa harap ng monitor..haha lam mo yung feeling na tumatawag sya tapos dimo maclick ung green button kasi dimo alam kung pano ka mag-hehello..haha ;))
naka sampung modulate muna or cacancel muna yung call tapos kunyare napindot lang di naman tapos pag ok na nakahinga na ng malalim tsaka sasagutin..haha ;) tapos pag nag text naman ung tipong kakasend mo pa lang ng reply gusto mo may text na agad sya ulit..

shocks! ayan nanaman ako naaliw nanaman..tsk tapos mamaya palpak nanamn ending.. Bahala na basta masaya ko.. tska kona lang kkuwento yung iba..Basta She makes my heart skips a beat. Tapos. haha ;)

KINIKILIG TLGA KOOOOOOOO!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh!!!!
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