Status of the Day..

Just got home from work. While browsing the news feed I suddenly felt the urge for blogging.. And so here I am typing while listening to a local radio station (NP: Just Once) and yes I'm also singing while eating..I know multitasking me..haha ^_~
Yesterday I was so burn out with work and so I slept not changing my clothes eh di ba nga Type I obese ako malamang pawisin.. The result of my recklessness, here am I barking like a dog suffering from a Cough. Earlier I grab some remedies at a drugstore don't know what to buy the pharmacist approached me. I saw the advertisement of Robitussin liquick looks convincing and so I point it to her. Hope it works..O_O


Going back, Ayun nga while browsing the news feed I saw a post from a very close friend.Oh my Momay! few weeks or months ago she's so happy, lesbian and inlove.. And now.. tsk.(Sun broadband keeps pissing me off..! I'm so in the mood to type then suddenly connections not pushing through..!segway lang,..)

I'll share one makulit shot.. for a while..( I'm having problems navigating this screenshot thing) This the Beginning and Ending status of love.. O_o

Beginning of Lovin. O_O

End of the Story. Na-iba na bisyo..lol ;)

Love, love, love masarap sa pakiramdam pero sobrang sakit naman kinalaunan..Pero bat ganun noh? Hindi tayo nadadala. Heart keeps beating after it bleeds. And most of the time the reason of beating and bleeding are the same. Kasi mabait, sweet, understanding and whatever then at the later part third party, sawaan, you and me against the world scenes. 

Good thing I'm done with the bleeding process and infairness this time I'm afraid to face the beating phase one factor is that I'm aging I guess. I can't play around unlike when I was young that after this one oraytee next victim. tsk O_o

A lazy day...

All day I slept upon waking up I ate my lunch then turn on the computer grab a bag of chocolates and tank of water. I got bored I opened the TV watched noon time shows. My eyes got tired and so I went back to bed plugged the earphones. I had a short nap then here I go again in front of the compy blogging and chatting with a "barrita de Chocolate con leche" a.k.a "Milk Chocolate" on hand.. This is the life I'm missing so much. Doing nothing if you need something one call at Inday and things will be serve and done. Err two hours from now ill be back to the stressful world of sales.. Oh my LIFE!!!

No to Runaway..

One of the most important person in my life is in so much pain.
I wish I'm with her to comfort and hug her. But all I can do as of now is to chat with her tell light stories to make her happy. Let her forget what ever shits she have for quite sometime.It hurts so bad that I can't do any for her. Knowing that for me she has done everything. All efforts has been exerted. Tears flows into my eyes as I pray that things will be set on proper places. But if not, its God's will and please do remember that you have a home with us.


Inside of me is crashing. It sucks when you want to put things in actions but you can't cause its way too far from reality. I want to walk away be back to the road of the past where happiness will embrace my being. Yet one thing I learned. I should not always go for what I want cause some are certain. Indeed, its a NEED for me to push through face all the dang thing I have right now or else ill be dealing with it over and over. 


This time I CHOOSE TO BE STRONG. 

Happy 4th of July!

Today the United States of America celebrates their Independence Day.. 
And so the word "FREE" marked into my mind.. 
Along with this celebration ill open my world to you.
Risking everything, taking out the doubts and rumors it may cause.
Right now I'm writing my very first post to my new blog. 
Let me give you a quick run down on who am I..


Basic Info: Mama and Papa named me as Joanna Marie M. Alvarez. Twenty three years of age. 
Stands for about 5'4 inches, Type I obese. A Registered Nurse but currently working as an 
Account Executive with a license Id number of RN0326. Born under the sign of Aries.


Sexuality: Not straight. I  once kissed a girl and I ♥ it. 


Personality: Exciting, vibrant and talkative.I tend to live a  adventurous life . For me "wanting is always better then getting".  I'm very impulsive and usually do not think before I act - or speak.
whatever pops into my stupid head and usually end up regretting it later. 
Independent, Generous, Optimistic, Enthusiastic, Courageous yet I am Moody, 
Short tempered, Self-involved, Impulsive and Impatient.


Welcome to my Bended World..! Accept it or not.. I don't effing care! >;)